As I’m sitting in the airport, it’s time for the annual end-of-the-year recap where I try to be poetic, loquacious, and all things fancy. But not this year.
This beginning of the year was shitty. I started off the school year with 3 broken relationships: 2 with my (ex) best friends and 1 with my ex-boyfriend. I was the first of my friends to start school & it sucked. Coming from a school of 400 kids to a population of 40,000..was demanding, confusing, and just down right awful. I spent the first few weeks crying myself to sleep, wondering why my parents forced me to come here. But it got better.
Somewhere along the lines, I found best friends, sisters, brothers, and soul mates. With them, I found shoulders to lean on, stomach-aching laughter, and just so much happiness I can’t even convey in any sort of a post.
I can’t imagine being anywhere else besides Berkeley & the thing is, I never want to.
This has really been my favorite school year. Of course, like others, it has had its ups and downs: boyfriend problems, exboyfriend problems, best friend problems, family problems; but every step of the way, I had my berkeley family behind me. No matter what & that’s what makes Berkeley my home.
They made me family & in return, I’ve never felt so at home.
With that, I’m flying home for the first time since WInter Break. I’m going to spend this last summer with my grandpa with as much smiles and laughter possible. If I learned anything this year is that.. life goes on. And im lucky to have things in my life that makes saying goodbye to so hard.
2 down and 1 more to go..
family reunion is so close, I can almost taste it. I can’t wait to finally celebrate my birthday with family after 10 years of being deprived of family birthday celebrations. boo for boarding school & being in different continents.
No matter what happens, you gotta forget about all the other stuff. You gotta forget about logic, and fear, and doubt. You just gotta do everything you can to get to the one woman who’s gonna make all this worth it. At the end of the day, you gotta jump.
i cant do this anymore. i cant study anymore, i feel so so burnt out from studying. i just want to be in socal, derping with cam and monica. I just want to be in taiwan with my grandparents and my parents, getting spoiled after being away for 6 months. I just want to pass stats, just a PASS. My standards have even lowered to just a B-, just give me a B- and I’ll kiss every single stats GSI there is and my professor.
grr im being whiny
“regardless how pointless i think the subject is, the time difference, the level of drunkness, or even if I’m hooking up with someone, ill always be there for you. just call me” - wise words from a drunk indian lady.
webbie for life. man. webbies for life <3
how so much has changed from this photo. Freshmen year of college is wrapping up and I can’t help but stare at this photo and sadly, count on one hand how many people I truly keep in touch with from Webb. It’s not that I don’t love them any less if I haven’t been keeping in touch. But, people drift. Friendships change. Relationships break. But never in doubt, these people will always be family. i cant wait to see everyone soon <3
“You know when the bride makes her entrance and everybody turns to look at her? That’s when I look at the groom. Cause his face says it all you know, there’s pure love there.
I like to glance back at the poor bastard getting married. Cause even though I think he’s an idiot for willingly entering into the last legal form of slavery, he always looks really, really happy.”
screw you & your games. screw you for making me fall once again. screw you for making my life turn upside down in the matter of 48 hours. screw you and everything. i wish i never met you. i wish you never entered my life. i wish you were nothing but a bad dream.
Mark this day. April 30th, 2013
I’m really going to let you go this time. no more means no more.