best birthday in a long time.
This morning, woke up a bit emotional because everyone left me behind. But, Mr. Asshole took me out and bought me flowers, pink roses for the win and took me out to eat. We hung around for a while and then we headed back to Webb where Katt picked me up to go to Cheesecake factory for the dinner. Then, I met up with a couple of my close friends and just had a good time.
It’s times like this, I’m going to miss.
:) loved today
+Birthday weekend…
<3 by far.. starting out perfectly..
Ben & JRo & Lichi and I went to JRo’s beach house. MOST. BEAUTIFULIEST. HOUSE. EVER. so SO SO perfect. And then, we hung around and watched the Dictator.
It was chill and perfect in every way.
I can’t wait for the weekend <3
+I love my friends. For the past week, I’ve realized how great they are. I have ones who go above and beyond to make sure I’m not still sulking by myself and others who will take me home with them for a weekend and basically do anything to keep me happy. It makes me sad thinking that I didn’t appreciate them this much. They really are the best. :)
+You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can’t expect me to be fine
I don’t expect you to care
I know I’ve said it before
But all of our bridges burned down
Payphone by Maroon 5
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This is where the chapter ends
But I’m not sorry it happened. We had a good run, we loved each other as much as we could…and in the end, it just didn’t work out. It’s tough. It’s been really tough without you for the past few days…but I think we’re going to be okay. We have to be. But until then.. I’ll always stay in love with you and just admire from afar.
</3 april 30
+i feel so lost. i have no idea what to do with myself at this point…
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